woke up at 7.45am.
changed to polo-tee and school skirt.
my mother said she would send me to school, so i woke up late.
but she was nowhere to be found at home.
so quickly rushed out and took cab to school.

was early. so.. polished boots.
practised around 6 rounds or so.
during the 5th round, i was damn tired.
i couldn't march properly. no bangs. no armswings. nothing at all. i had no strength at all.
practised enough and we ate our lunch. had pow sing chicken rice.
miss tay PMS lah. she scolded jiehan till she cried !
she shouted at her so loudly !
every single one of us was shocked.

after having lunch. changed to full-u.
helped angeline to clip and gel her hair.
all of us helped one another in the uniform.
assembled at 11.15am.
had one last round of practice and off we go to the bus.
reached ngee soon campsite.
waited quite long for our turn.
my leg trembled when we were doing slow march.
after that, ii calmed down.
once we finished the competition, felt so so much better ! much more relaxed !
we finished at 1 plus and the released of competition results was at 4.30pm.
so.. we were all in the hall .
talked about BGR for the 3 hours.
all questioned me. my face went RED lahh.
so paisehs. sheena said my ear was also red.

soon, it was 4.30pm.
we all fall in by companies under the hot sun.
sweating profusely. many girls faint. including jianhui.
i managed to stand throughout the whole ceremony.
after much hard work put in, we got AWARD FOR PARTICIPATION.
oh man! forget it lah.
anyway. its somehow expected.

we were dismissed and i could see that our officers were not very happy.
we were not happy as well. everyone dont feel good too.
sze hui cried when she was still in the contingent when the results were released.
i believe this is not the result that all of us wanted. all of us have put in our very best. there is nothing else we can do now too.

we all were going to the bus since we have dismissed.
guess what?!
miss tay scolded us for not walking on a proper pavement and to walk on a slope of grass !
she actually shouted at us so loudly from far !
all the other companies' girls were looking at us. and were thinking that miss tay was an insane !
alrights. we thought that she care about our safety. because we were walking down the slope, so we thought she was afraid we might fall.
but she actually said " why are all of you stepping on the grass?! a grass is a LIVING THING! if there is a proper pavement for you to walk on, why walk on the grass?!"
all of us were stunned !
what the hell was she talking? no LOGIC!
due to PMS lah. cannot help.
its like GRASS only !

reached school and we were dismissed at block 109.
i thought she would be consoling us as we did not get any award.
but she reprimanded us again.
saying we are always taking the shortcuts in everything.
thats why we did not get any award.
and she can actually relate the stepping on grass matter and losing in the competition matter together.
OMG ! i've really got nothing to say to her.

after scolding, angeline and cassandra came my house to change out of full-u.
left my house at 7, head to hougang mall to have pepper lunch.
ordered and ate. left there at 8.15pm.
took 147 and reached home at 8.40pm.
my father fetched me to my tuition teacher's house at sengkang.
had tuition for 1 hour as i was tired.
she revised with me A maths for the upcoming test.
finished at 10pm.
my father fetched me at 10.30pm.
tired tired tired ~