walked to school in the morning.
joyce and ii are under SLIMMING PROGRAMME. ROFLMAOS !
reached school just on time.
again, joyce was the first to reach in her class.
and.. i told her.. yoo are better. im FRIEND-LESS. hahahs.

MOTHER INTENSIVE AGAIN.
GRRRR !
kept on copying down stuffs that teacher wrote.
handed in homework too.
time passed slow today laas.
finally, it was the FIRST recess at 9.10am.
but huihua and ii only went down at around 9.30am.
we decided to pon awhile.
saw yongchuan and talked for awhile as he was in the next recess.
around 9.55pm, we all went back to class.
but cai bo shi havent start his lesson yet.
should have pon longer.
boring laaas his lesson.
during his lesson, we LAUGHLAUGHLAUGH !
heard joyce they all laughter denden cannot take it.
denden yimin suddenly tell me about primary school wai kiat.
hahahs. LAUGH NON-STOP. remind me of his face. ROFLMAOS !
after that. FREE TIME ! do anything we wanted.
slacked slacked. xuanhui and huihua described benjamin until damn funny cannnns !
and manlin ask them dun decribe until like tad. hahahs.
SECOND recess came quite soon.
COOL SHOW laas after SECOND recess.
wahahahs !
LEOW BEE CHU and SILAS quarrelled.
she go kick silas's leg. den silas said. CHEEBYE laaaas !
denden she say silas scolded her.
and if silas dont apologise, she is not going to teach.
william helped silas. woahh ! CHAOTIC !
nice nice showw ! hahahs.
silas in the end apologise
but leow bee chu said.. DUI BU QI SE ME? WO JIAO SE ME?
she wanted silas to say DUI BU QI, LEOW LAO SHI. hahahs.
silas took such a long time to say it out.
gooooood. we dun have to attend lessons.
overall. all of us thinks its leow bee chu's fault laaas.
damn funnny at that situation.
leow bee chu scolded so much vulgarities too !
some kind of teacher ?!

soon.. the show ended. and we were dismissed to our own classes.
classroom cleaning.
and miss tay showed us the L1R4 and L1R5.
L1R4-21
L1R5-29
ii shall go ITE.
ROFLMAOS !
finished classroom cleaning at 2.10pm.
met yongchuan and we went back home after he paid his schoool fees.

DENTAL later on ((:



yesterday was OUR 7TH MONTH anniversary ((:
HAPPY 7TH MONTH, BOY !

yesterday.
had a terrible stomachpain again.
it happened continously for the past few days laas.
told my mother about it. she dont seem to care.
if the pain was not a continuous one, ii wouldn't tell her and let her worryyyy.
but it was pain. terribly pain. had no choice but to tell her.
she said she will ask my grandmother for medicine. but in the end, she did not.
continued her own stuffs. alrightsalrights. never mindd.
i remembered the very first time i had a terrible stomachache this year.
she cared so much. ran up and down and asked if ii was alright.
i did not want her to worry, so i pretended as if i was alright .but i was actually tolerating the pain inside me.
its alright. maybe.. yoo all are too busy with yoouur work. ii understand.
it was my 5th or 6th time having stomachaches ever since april.
STOMACH CANCER?! i wonder what it is all about.

secondly, reached home from grandmother's house last night.
sat down at the living room.
my father started saying that iim always inside my room and not downstairs.
i know. in his mind, he thinks im using my laptop upstairs.
but.. im not. seriously not. i have to complete all those big chunks of chinese homework. iim lazy. but iim already putting effort in doing my homework. even if iim tired, i force myself to do at least some.
and.. im studying 1hourplus to 2hour every single day. i've already promised him that i'll study hard and to study at least 1 and a half hour at least for each day.
but i did not tell my father about this. b'cos i guess he is not going to believe anyway.
every single time ii see him. OLEVELS OLEVELS OLEVELS will come out from his mouth.
5 months. ii know im left with this amount of time.
i know how to think for myself. i know that Olevels is coming.
ii can think for myself. im no longer your 3yearold kid.
im able to think already. i can differentiate between RIGHT and WRONG.
i know the limits. Olevels is important. i will study hard and not ruin my future.
haishaishaishaishais.
nevermind. FORGIVE AND FORGET is what i should think.
ii poured all these problems on him, ZYC.
he is the only one who cares and gives concern.
whenever i tell him all these, he consoles. he gives advices. he solves everything.
he's one that ii NEED.
having stomachache, he is there. every single thing, he is there.
i remember calling him at 2plus to 3am in the morning as i was having a stomachache.
my parents did not know ii was having a terrible stomachache that night too.
only ZYC. and.. he offered to bring me to the doctor.
but.. as it was late, ii did not want to trouble him and ii was feeling alright after sometime.
i'll always remember every single thing about US.
thanks for everything that yooo did.

only both HIM and TEARS solves every single problem of mine.
thanks ZYC for being my listening ear last night.
iiloveyooooouuuus !