& yes. met joyce as usual at the bus stop.
76 came & he was sitting alone in the bus.
somehow, i didn't dare to go over to sit.
i don't even have the guts to walk towards him.
well. alighted the bus.
he was walking alone to school as peimin didn't took the same bus as us .
he knocked & looked at me & walked away.
i told joyce what happened to the both of us .
she kept pushing me towards him.
& she gave up as she was too tiredd.
HAHAHAH.
i seriously didn't dare .
i can't do it like how i can do in the past.
hais. im so useless :X

school was as usual.
i cried in class when i was messaging with him .
should i say i feel hurt by what he has said?
the way he replied?
the way he motivated me?
hais . i can't hold back my tears luhs.
emeline saw & i guess she pretended as if nothing happened but she asked in the end.
LOL. iim ALRIGHT ! HAHAH. im CHEEERFUL! hehehehs. iim siaokiaa!
after my recess, we met up at his classrooom .
he came out of his class & stooood right beside me.
i didn't tilt my head at all .
only a little, veryvery little.
i knew he was there but i just couldn't face him .
hais. he passed me a letter & i went off.
headed back to class for geography lesson.
today's school was super slackk !
all i did was play. talk rubbish & EMO-ING. ROFLMAOS !
even esther asked me. " wahs. pohting, yoos EMO-ING ahhs? " haas !
for me, school ended at 2.10pm.
i walked out of school & called him.
he stayed back in school to play cards with his friends.
i went back home alone.
wells. my ROOOM is the best place !
the place whereby i see NO ONE .
i will always remember yesterday's incident.