Cried at the bus stop bcos of some matters & Qiangqiang was like trying to console me.
But she was shouting. Lolol.
Then, met Emeline on bus.
136-ed to Gardens.
& Qiangqiang announced to the whole world that i cried. Lolol.
Headed to Mac for toilet ;DD
Slack-ed over there for hours ;D
Went Chompchomp for dinner.
& headed back at 9plus .
Shared problems with Qiangqiang & Emeline.
If you say i've always got no preference of my own, it is because you have never gave me a chance to plan things myself.
Im already seventeen.
Why can't i plan my things myself ?
Why can't i just have a choice of my own?
Why can't you all just respect my choice?
I know what i want, what i want for my future.
Don't i even have the small little right to speak up for myself?
We've already decided to study hard when we start school, & not play around.
What i need is a friend who can bring me laughter everyday, which is Joyce.
We may look as if we're playing all day long on the outside.
Maybe bcos of our laughters?
But, when we get to work, we'll be serious.
We are already old enough and we know this is the only hope in our hands for our future.
I love the environment of Kaplan.
Taking me to a school that i dislike, will bring me no good.
I don't think I'll study well inside too.
The University Of London's Examination isn't easy.
I know my limits . Im not smart at all.
Why can't i go to a normal University which I'll at least be confident of passing & getting a degree?!
Im seriously at a loss.
):
I've got no courage to tell them.
I'm afraid I'll only end up in tears.
I need you , My Dearest ):
Dearest said he'll bring me somewhere on Saturday ;D
& he said he's sure i will be veryvery happy when im there.
Let's see.
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