It hurts.
It hurts deep inside.
It hurts me seeing you in this manner.
How i wished, i kept mum at that moment of time.
And, nothing would have happened.
Why do everyone come to their senses only when conflicts happen? Sigh !
I'll persevere and not let these 18 months just come to an end.
However, after tonight,you made me realise how deep my love is, for you.
I don't want it to end.
I just need trust and a little freedom from you.
I hope I'm not expecting much.
I am aware of my mistakes too, and I'll try my best to prevent it from happening again.
You're best in cheering me up when I'm down.
& I love that retarded side of you.
You should know that. And, you've never failed in this area before.
Let's work hard on our relationship together okays? It takes two hands to clap !
:D